* Sunday, February 09, 2003*

Luv ish lik a butterfly.e more u chase,e more it eludes u.but if u let it fly,it'll cum 2 u when u least expect it.Luv can make u happy n often it hurts,but love's onli special, when u give it to someone who's reallie worth it.So take ur time n choose e bez.

i guess u'll neva realise how much u mean to me...

Am i juz a puddle of mud??
Shattered ish how i feel rite now...
void of all emotions.
like a multi-facet crystal lattice.. a symbol of neverending love..
I cant seem to sort out my thots..

u promised to alwayz smile fer me...
fer nobody else but fer me...
wunt u even do me tht lil favour...
probably its cuz i neva reallie mattered anything to u.

you dashed my hopes..
to tink i believed ya wholeheartedly...
trusted ya deep-rootedly without a doubt,
i thot i could count on it...
guess i am wrong.. so terribly wrong...

perspective of solidity
intriguing intricacies
to cherish all i haf wif ya..
its pure stupidity ain't it?
its insurmountable at all..
tis undersirable circumstance...
Fer all its worth....

youhavenoideahowgladiam
forhavingyouholdmyhand...
-=[ ]=-

i dunno how much i mean to you,
neither can i comprehend how much u mean to me.
i dunno if my absence bothers you,
or if my presence of any significance to you..
its seems i'll neva noe, will i?
it seems so...
i dunno if i mean a single thing to you..
all i wanna noe ish if i will eva haf a place in ur heart?

if ever u share e same sentiments,
tell me, wunt u..
if i eva said i dun kare..
i guess i screwed up big time,
cuz i lied.

e tenderness in ur voice ish..
filled wif such sentments...
tht seized me..
unseemingly unkowningly...
deniance..
to appreciate it all
cuz i juz wanna be devoid in tis world..
as insignificant as the wind tht breeze thru our everyday...
entangled in a predicament n plight like tis..
now n forever....
skeptically realising onli when its too late...
when all i eva wanted is rite beside me..
n tht's you.....

if onli i can melt away..
dissolvin wif me, all thesse heart throbbing affictions
juz goin away unnoticed.
cuz i wunt and cant hurt no more...

i tried to search my heart to find the answers to my qns..
but i find none..
cuz in tis mistifying / mystifying.. n intriguing mystery..
i find myself in solitude..
all alone n outta place...

i didn't mean to fall in love wif you.
You've got me fallen deeper n deeper..
head over heels...
entwined til i cant entangle myself..
untill i can find myself anymore..
its hurtin sho badly inside within me..
I've lost all control..
dunno who i am anymore...
had i known it'll turn out liddat...
i wldn't haf...
why didn't i find out earlier....
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if tomorrow neva comes...
I'd juz wanna spend today wif you...
its e onli place i eva wanna be..
ish rite where you are..
beside you..
to be rite by ur side for eternalty...

i dunno how much i mean to you. i reallie dunno...

I'm tired of pretending...i dun kare when i reallie do...
It hurts..it reallie does...
i cant hide it inside anymore..

Tas_anne @ Sunday, February 09, 2003